"i don’t even know when it happened but somewhere along the line
i just sat down completely burned out numb to new sensations and
watched all my dreams float away day in day out night after night
sitting in the same bars i’ve become just some burned out husk
with all my memories of lost loves and my cigarettes alone with
my regrets existing out of sync with the rest of the world"
It’s Birmingham, England in 1986 and Billy Zero has just walked
out the hospital after trying to kill himself at the age of twenty-three.
Amid ceaseless drinking in seedy nightclubs, backstreet bars, drug-
fuelled parties and long, amphetamine charged nights punctured by
his sense of demented loneliness, Billy Zero is sifting through the
pieces of his broken life, compulsively searching for love and cheap
thrills in an effort to assuage his feelings of alienation.
With its frenetic and chopped-up narrative, ‘Black Cradle’ backtracks
the grotesque personal life of Billy and his freakshow of bored and
bewildered friends - fusing together the grim omens of his rootless
childhood and the brutal events leading up to his suicide attempt.
"[Black Cradle] will give you an insight into the sometimes wretched,
sometimes beautiful aspects of existence. So hold onto it with your life.
Memorise it. The likelihood is you may never get another chance to experience
the like of it again."
[u.v. ray, Black Cradle]
--- David Noone (from the introduction to Black Cradle)